Occasionally Bonnie's Joy does festivals, fund raiser and events. St. Anns school fundraiser right in my hood of liberty wells......it's on 2100s. Well to say the least I signed up for the pin up contest. My out fit Hair and make up was on point. All the other contestant were so cute. I loved all of them. So I didn't win or even place. Sad face :(. I know where I lost points........so here's another one of my fears Public speaking. I struggle with generalize anxiety and when I feel under pressure for example speaking in public, test taking, interviews......it''s all the same I feel panic. I didn't fair well on the Q and A. Of course now I have a great answer! L.o.L Try Try again. Maybe 2018 is my year
I'm going to attempt to blog. I admit written word is not my strong point. I'm going to do my best by the way words my be misspelled or improper punctuation. I appreciate your patience. Lets start big like fucking Texas! I'm going to tell you my deepest dark secret. I'm scared of success. It been my biggest down fall. I think this fear is very common. Oh, by the way I curse..... a lot. I'm going to challenge myself to be genuine and professional I appreciate your patience on this blog for a curse word or two may slip my fingers. Any who I got a question for you? How do you deal with self doubt? and fear?